Tuesday, May 26, 2009
There are lines....
lines for being a single young woman
lines for being a liberal, a conservative....
lines for being a decent human being
lines you think of crossing or not almost everyday
then there are the lines you draw as a parent
what you will or won't do
what you say or wont say
how protective you will be
how much you should allow
you cross them-these lines
or you don't
My son was jumped on and bitten by a friend's dog last week. And I went into survivor mode. I've often thought I would have made a good doctor, nurse or trauma worker....I shut down, get the job done (with comfort and love for my kid) and then think about it later.....and I have been thinking about it.
The most sensitive kid of my brood....he's doing so well....but I'm not. It's my fault.
When you hear that little voice in your head say...hmmmm......maybe.....this is isn't a good idea, please listen to it. We've learned the hard way. It could have been so much worse.
I'm so sorry, kiddo.
I'm so sorry.
You were such a brave boy sitting in that chair today...it was only stitches they were pulling out but it was my heartstrings that got pulled on the most.
Posted by Beth HF at 10:05 PM